1. |
DESPERATION
01:33
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Desperation haunts me
Everything is getting too close
I thought it was something
Still we ended up with nothing
I need you to come inside
Then we put it all aside
I had me some, but I need more
But who gon open up the door?
Did I
Turn into a monster?
Love what happened to me?
Everything is feeling further
Tell where you've been
And tell me where do you get touched
I'm applying all the pressure
Yea I'm kind of in a rush
Tell me,
Are you insecure?
Cause you've been
Seeking, searching and you want some more
It's all just feeling cold as my blood
I'm drained as ever while you catch me sipping on mud, uhh
Desperation haunts me
Everything is getting too close
I thought it was something
Still we ended up with nothing
I need you to come inside
Then we put it all aside
I had me some, but I need more
But who gon open up the door?
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2. |
PUBLIK
02:02
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Hiding in deeper inside the matras
I'm hoping that you've been catching up
See my head it's been out of service
I'm always I'm out here working
How much is there all left of me?
Got me thinking what we could be
I ain't feeling none
That's ecstasy
Want to live inside a memory
I'm dancing
My face too
That's plastic
That's all new
But feeling of it I love it
Sweating and I'm yelling
I mean it up here in publik
Hiding in deeper inside the matras
I'm hoping that you've been catching up
See my head it's been out of service
I'm always I'm out here working
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3. |
DID YOU FORGET BOUT ME
02:02
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Fighting demons on a sunday while you up in church
My depression makes me wonder how much is it worth
Baptised and cleansed putting in different work
I really hope you're getting everything that you deserve
I never understood,
But now I do
It's hard to,
Ask me why
But I feel blue
You're dodging
Everything
That's nothing new
but this writing and these flaws
They remind me of you
I got my
Hands of my mother
Magnificent strength
They say I look just like you
They can see it in length
I run around with a broken heart
There's nothing bend
I'm having problems with starting
I panic bout the end
Did you forget bout me cause you got saved?
Don't you forget bout me
Don't you forget bout me cause you got saved
Yeah
Don't you forget bout me cause you got saved
Don't you forget bout me
Don't you forget bout me cause you got saved
I got
Problems that I own
Problems that are hers
Buying happiness
Got up in my purse
I tried to tell ya some
I haven't found the words
Hmm
I'm searching for the words
I'm
Stuck at 5
And I'm stuck at 3
I
Needed your help,
That's why you're calling me
Egocentric either way,
That's how far I can see
Tell me where should I be
Did you forget bout me cause you got saved?
Don't you forget bout me
Don't you forget bout me cause you got saved
Yeah
Don't you forget bout me cause you got saved
Don't you forget bout me
Don't you forget bout me cause you got saved
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4. |
DAVE BUDHA
01:58
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5. |
SAM
02:40
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We were good for a while
Maybe a while is just fine
Maybe that's all it could have been
Oh please show me where to begin
Cause
My troubled past keeps haunting me
My troubled past keeps haunting me
My troubled past keeps haunting me
My troubled past keeps haunting me
Sometimes I feel like we're both on different pages,
Wish I could revert changes,
Cause I'm so sick of missing you
And here I am
Walked away from confrontation
Had a better plan
Way too scared to open curtains
In this house with Sam
Look at all the damage
Swear I'm trying but I can't
It's a lie that the pain seem to heal itself
Cause I've been in this state of mind since the age of 12
Matter of fact I feel like dying of my mental health
I've been yelling, crying, shouting, I need metal help
A whole sense of self worth disappears
When your life only revolves around tears
I never needed much,
Just wanting you near,
I traded everything to dance with my fears
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6. |
IF IT ENDS
02:47
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If it all ends here
at least there was time spent
If it all ends now
Just know that I'm always there for you
And I'm not alone
with you my dear
No I'm not alone
Cause you're always here
And I'm not alone
with you my dear
No I'm not alone
Cause you're always here
I know how you feel
You say I don't really think you do
but I know that this is real
Always try to have a conversation then it's leading up to nothing
Where do I begin where do I start
Always fall short when it's us apart
Ahh, ahh don't break my heart
If it all ends here
at least there was time spent
If it all ends now
Just know that I'm always there for you
And I'm not alone
with you my dear
No I'm not alone
Cause you're always here
And I'm not alone
with you my dear
No I'm not alone
Cause you're always here
Do you really love me
Do you really love me
Do you really love me like
I'm loving you
Do you really love me
Do you really love me
Do you really love me like
I'm loving you
and i'm not alone
If it all ends here
at least there was time spent
If it all ends now
Just know that I'm always there for you
And I'm not alone
with you my dear
No I'm not alone
Cause you're always here
And I'm not alone
with you my dear
No I'm not alone
Cause you're always here
do you really love me
do you really love me
do you really love me
do you really love me
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7. |
I UNDERSTAND
02:24
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You could've stay around
But you chose to leave
And I understand
You could've stay
But you needed to space
And I understand
Uncomfortable occasions led to this
Seeking for a lot but you're the one I always
How did we end up here in the first place
It's moving too fast and you confirm that
Now I can't keep up, no
This emptiness I can't get rid of it
I'm out here living it and you're still thinking that I lie about it
I really wish that things were different
I can't get time back so mean it when you say you hold me down
You could've stay around
But you chose to leave
And I understand
You could've stay
But you needed to space
And I understand
How do I treat ya?
Complete stranger?
My new house neighbour?
Someone I tell later?
And end up not coming?
I'm stilling running
From myself and what's best for me
Therapy said it'll set me free
But I defend cause I'm in deep
It's always the same
It's always the pain
But who takes the blame?
It's always the same
It's always the pain
But who takes the blame?
You could've stay around
But you chose to leave
And I understand
You could've stay
But you needed to space
And I understand
You could've stay around
But you chose to leave
And I understand
You could've stay
But you needed to space
And I understand
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8. |
PLANS FOR US
02:56
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Oh shattered dreams
But you will find your peace
Look at my soul
Ain't that much to leave
Just incase you ever make up your mind
I'm right here
Not that hard to find
Plans for us
Yea, I had plans for us
And they all got cancelled
But I had plans for us
And they caught by the wind
And they got put it in the bin
And they can say what they want
But I done gave you everything
My life and your life
got a different size and shape
I've been tryna heal it
But I'm only hitting the break
We had white dreams
Even wider dreams
but we got overthrown
It's hard to see myself
I can't face myself when I'm all alone
It's foul that's coming out of my mouth
Tell me where you suffer,
you're hiding out in the south?
I've been telling lies,
Can't tell you what that's about
I'm falling when I'm running
So now I'm pointing em out
I done slept with guilt
Oh the trip is real
And my life is moving,
But I'm standing still
Now my conscience here
And I can't fake the feel
It might sound surreal
But oh baby I had
Plans for us
Yea, I had plans for us
And they all got cancelled
But I had plans for us
And they caught by the wind
And they got put it in the bin
And they can say what they want
But I done gave you everything
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9. |
TINY & FRAGILE
01:35
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I feel tiny and fragile
And that's most of the time, yeah
I'm still stuck in my ways
And I just hope that you can help out
When I'm climbing
I feel tiny and fragile
And that's most of the time, yeah
Still stuck in my ways
And I just hope that you can help out
When I'm climbing
Starve of love or die of luck
Imagine us
We're piling up
It gets me far the thought of us
Unfortunately
The time up
I hear it in your voice
I'm a troubled boy
Young damaged boy
Waiting to increase
But nothing got enhanced
Yea
It's all up in my hands
I feel tiny and fragile
And that's most of the time, yeah
I'm still stuck in my ways
And I just hope that you can help out
When I'm climbing
I feel tiny and fragile
And that's most of the time, yeah
Still stuck in my ways
And I just hope that you can help out
When I'm climbing
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10. |
113 (I WILL KEEP YOU)
01:37
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I hate this side
But I always seem to end up here
We
Can't decide
So we always seem to end up here
They had me on meds
And took me off meds
Man I thought the ending really was near
And I really thought we spoke about my problems and shit
But the shit returns every year
See I've been on drugs
And I've been off drugs
Stuck in forever weekend
Is there someone that can dial 13, man
I'm swimming in the deep end
I will keep you
By my side
I will keep you
Hold you tight
I will keep you
Stay alive
I will keep you
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11. |
SD0109
01:30
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What if this is my last
What if i jump of edge over shit in the past
What if we never feel the feelings we once had
All my insecurities I rumble with that
Ye
I still rumble with that
I met me someone
She got new breast
The split up was messy shouldn't mention that
I really mean it
The voice it got depth
Still in the same room right before you left
Experiment with all type shit yea it's bad for me
They say im self destrutive baby but it's hard to see
I thought I had it all
And then I lost all
Is it really real or are you clapping before the fall?
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